.things i cannot photograph.

i seem to always want the urge to change- to fix things in myself - mostly for others.
a really amazing friend of mine once said, "in the end you only have yourself to rely on"

in the process of losing 2 people who have meant the world to me - my world has crashed down absolutely on top of me.

the things that are important to me, the things that have hurt me, the things i am haunted by have always stayed with me - but somewhere in the background while i let these people take pieces of me at a time...never really dealing with or enjoying the things which have defined me.

the moments in my life and those defining things i cannot capture with a camera, with words, nor with my paintings....